The Daily (Lack of) Briefs

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"Friendly Force" Coming this September !!

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This is the one shot in the Laurel Canyon area of Los Angeles--I wrote about it in an earlier post. I got to work with Cocky Boy Kevin Cavalli and the hot boy from Paris (Jerome).

PS: for "T" -- if you are reading this, I am thinking of you during this tough time -- big hugs and XXX's always. Come down to PS when you can? J is welcome here, too, man ...

A Mormon? Really?

Ah, Tighty-Whities! F*cking love them--almost more than any other form of gear.

So simple, innocent, and charged with homoerotic locker room flashbacks-o-plenty ...

The ones I have on in this pic are your basic FTL (Fruit of the Loom of course)! I will be posting the entire video (from which this still was taken) on my official website in the coming weeks. It was fun making that vid! I never get bored with underwear and gear ...

I am actually sending this pair to a buddy in Amsterdam who needs to experience "firsthand" of the joys of classic American underwear for guys ...

I love them--they will NEVER be out of style, no matter what G*nch G*nch and Ozziebum try to tell us we need to purchase so that we can look hot. Hot cannot be bought--it just "is," yeah?

Tighty-Whities will also always remind me of going to the Temple as a Mormon teenager because of how we all had to put them on as part of our outfit underneath the god-awful white, polyester jumpsuits (Baptismal clothes).

And then there is my very first "erotic dream" that I ever remember having (and I was in like first grade) ... about a classmate wearing his underwear (of the blessed Tighty-Whity variety of course). Damn, that dream did a number on my 8 year-old pysche! I'm still not over it!

Speaking of the "Mormon Thing!" ....

Today, a fellow Mormon brother asked me if I am "really Mormon, or just from a Mormon family." Himself a former Mormon missionary, maybe his interest was piqued at what my profile said about my "former-Mormon-turned-porn-actor" identity?

I found myself a bit peeved for some reason! I guess because I was raised in a strict Utah (Salt Lake City) Mormon household where my dad was the Bishop of the local congregation ... was on Seminary Council in High School and called on a mission to Stockholm ... later in graduate school, I did my Master's Thesis on "Religion and the Spiritual Needs of Gay Mormon Men" ... guess you could say I am a Mormon LoL ... and I found that I was somewhat offended that I had to explain that?

Our Madonna said it best: "Once a Catholic, ALWAYS a Catholic." Same goes for me with the Mormon culture, way of life, and programming. I think a guy could spend a whole f*cking lifetime working on trying to "deprogram" from a strict religious upbringing and still fall short of true freedom.

There is just no substitute for being raised in a home that encourages free-thought and allows a kid to just "be" (himself). Sometimes, it can even feel like a waste of time to try to "undo" what was done in the formative years of early childhood, ya know? Doesn't help to have studied psychology and social work at the University level either because it is still totally cerebral and does not "turn back time."

Those are my thoughts ... for today, at least.

Oops! And one more thing ...

I hope Chad Hardy is doing okay in light of what recently transpired in connection with his sexy Mormon Missionary calendar! He is a brave brother (and a great friend), and a true pioneer ... I admire the man very much.

The Daily Briefs !!

I took these for Aaron who can handle and nurture the DEMONIC in me!

Two Shoots Scheduled for July 2008 ...

Here I am relaxing (and holding an old EMPTY beer can that we found--some freak musta thrown it into the backyard LoL) at a pool party/BBQ with some new buds in Palm Springs (which is pretty much the M.O. during the hot summers here) ...

Little did I know then that July would be so busy!
Right after this, I was booked for shoots in L.A. and San Francisco this month ... I shot all day yesterday in Laurel Canyon. The weather was a perfect escape from overly humid and horridly-hot Palm Springs these days!

Will write more about it as everything unfolds ...

I was a bit unsure about the shoot yesterday because I knew I would be working with one of the Cocky Boys (Kevin Cavalli)! This is a good thing--don't get me wrong. They are all f*cking HOT ... just that I was not so sure how much I would fit into that sort of "scene?"

I feel like I'm so much more edgy/kinky/freaky than most guys anyway (Titan Director Brian Mills calls me his "favorite freak boy")--and often, I feel like I have to hold back around many of my scene partners. Would this be the case again? I really hoped not !!

And luckily, all four of my scene partners were so incredibly cool and fun to work with. Mostly straight guys ("straight guys" lol), but I sometimes think I prefer working with straight guys anyway. How strange is that? What is wrong with me?

But it did make me realize how important it will be for Black Goat Releasing (the production company I am working on) to be bisexual or even PANsexual . . . I don't want ANYONE to be left out. Everyone has so much to offer, and there are so many incredible levels on which we can connect. With each other and with that which is "bigger than us."

One of the guys--Park Wiley--was ultra cool and a fucking live-wire on camera. Major inspiration. Kevin Cavalli ("Cavalli") was totally chill.

My favorite guy was this Parisian dude named Jerome. I felt more connected to him emotionally/spiritually than to any of the others--even though he was one of the straight guys. And that level of connection supercedes the sexual for me--or dictates it anyway. Was kindof a cool moment when he stroked his cock into a fucking beautiful erection and looked me in the eyes--girly mag in his lap, his big beautiful dick standing up straight against his toned body and his speedo tanline. THAT is the kind of thing that is just CRAZY sexy for me . . . you heard?

Anyway ... when all was said and done, I realized how much I tend to bond with guys during shoots, and I am not sure if most people realize how much we connect as a result of our work together in porn.

Let people say what they want about alleged drug abuse, "promiscuity," disease, and all manner of abomination--making porn is not just fun, it is really satisfying for me on a deep level. The connections I make with guys are profound to me and like no other type of relationship I have ever had.

"Hazzard Zone" (Rascal Video) Now Available !!

"Hazzard Zone" (Rascal Video) is now up on the Channel 1 Releasing website !!

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. . . and Happy Fourth of July !!