Thursday, March 18, 2010

COMING SOON TO XTUBE: Temple of Dionysus

REVIEWING "FEAR" (Titan Media)

I keep hearing friends say that they are seeing "Fear" being promoted a lot lately, so I thought I would post this clipping of one of its first reviews. Did you see it? It can quite easily be suggested that there are a lot of Satanic subtexts all over this film. (And it is the only movie to date that pairs me with the darkness that is Francois Sagat.)

FREE THOUGHT: What is it?

Click HERE for an article exploring a definition of free thought and free thinking by High Priestess Maxine Dietrich. It is a very basic place to start learning about how to free your mind (which is perhaps THE cornerstone of "my" version of Satanism).

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Lucifer Who Is Enki Who Is Ea

HERE is a very good YouTube vid I found that explores the real identity of Lucifer/Satan as "ENKI." It shows who I am actually interested in as far as being a "Satanist" ... something many guys find shocking to learn about Brodie Newport. This vid is only a start and does not even begin to describe what I am talking about, but I needed to start somewhere.
Much more to come--who and what I "am"
is probably very different from initial misconceptions which probably relate to all kinds of cliches (and describing those who are actually in an entirely different camp). Good stuff ahead!

If you find this interesting, please leave a comment. Blogs are meant for discussion, and I want to use the information I am learning to bring together other like-minded brothers! ;)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

An Exploration of Satanic Hero Worship


















I am not exactly sure where this came from, but one of my brothers posted this, and I wanted to share it here as well. I do not agree with every aspect of this little essay, but many great
points are put forward in its text:

Satanic Hero Worship:

The embodiment of heroic evil, the Satanic incarnation of masculine might, exhibits a powerful build, a disciplined bearing and a noble demeanor. His dress, usually military or athletic attire, or bearing hints thereof, is totally designed for the display and celebration of the muscular male body; the clothing is eroticized by the power and might of the body, and further enhances that body's erotic power. The clothing identifies its wearer with the aristocracy of violence and hard-edged, dominating, masculinist pride.

The powerfully muscled Satanic hero does not hide his sexually commanding body under layers of clothing. He wears tight, revealing garments and if possible one or more items of leather. He is a fully-charged sexual battery of erotic, overwhelming physical power. It is the champion of evil who claims ownership of anything that speaks of strength, discipline, cruelty, and erotic power. Leaving only the symbolism of weakness, irresolution, softness, and flaccid defeat for the "good" hero, whose fate is humiliation by and submission to his overwhelmingly powerful foe.

Strength, confidence and ruthlessness when combined with hard-edged masculinity are intrinsically sexy. The powerful antihero overwhelms reason with passion, and intellect with emotion -- even while exhibiting an intellect in every way superior to his opponent's. These are man's primal and natural elements, and they are naturally appropriated by the Satanic hero, in his rebellion against every impediment to his ever-expanding power.

Males representing heroic evil are muscular and mighty with piercing eyes and sharp, chiseled features. The masculinist hero exults in his transcendence and is knowingly prurient, supremely confident of his sexual power, and of his effortless ability to inspire irresistible lust. He displays himself proudly in the knowledge of his physical perfection and in his confident exhibition of that perfection.

He is the ultimate embodiment of violent, irresistible Satanic power. He harnesses sexual energy and focuses it into a disciplined spiritual, psychic and physical weapon. His body, garments and mien unite to become a mighty engine of sexual energy, a triumphant dynamo of lust.

The unarguable sex appeal of uniforms is derived from their representation of masculine violence and power. The power of evil opts for masculinity over femininity. Nature as a feminine archetype was weak, compassionate and loving. However owing to the worship of masculine might and the glorification of violence and its romantic, Darwinist influences, nature is recognized by the Satanic hero as a cruel and barbarous force to be harnessed and directed unflinchingly against the foe; one which demands strength of character, discipline and tough-minded acceptance of the survival of the fittest.

The Dark Muscle God is the ultimate incarnation of the irresistible nature of violence and sheer masculine power. He seizes, naturally, the right to exert focused power against, and to enslave and dominate his foe. He is the visual representation of the right of the master, the urge of dark, eroticized power always to magnify and assert itself, to overpower, seduce and corrupt or destroy its opposite; the outward expression of Freud's sexual animalism. He embodies strength, authority, discipline and conquest. He demands absolute and eternal obedience, submission, and worship.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

"Reparative Therapy" Appears to Be Alive and Well in Illinois

Unbelievable that in 2010, this is still going on. I was put through this type of program in the early 1990s. "Reparative Therapies" are designed with the idea that homosexuality is unnatural and a "problem" that needs "correction."

Although this particular "forum" is provided courtesy of contemporary Roman Catholicism, mine was of the Mormon variety and origin. My Master's Thesis, (published as an article in the Journal of Gay and Lesbian Social Services) is part of the large body of literature that explores the issue of these controversial types of (allegedly psychotherapeutic) "programs."

I hope one day such programs are looked at with horror and embarassment as a "problem" of the past which finally received its "correction." Click HERE to view the full version of the story on the website.

Enroll in the forum today!